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Sooki Soo Tribute Page
: Our beloved little girl Sooki Soo

 
 
Sooki Soo Tribute Page
Welcome to our Sooki Soo Tribute Page I created this page initially out of my grief over our loss of a beloved member of our Family. The activity helped to ease the pain and reminded me how much a part of our life Sooki Soo had been. I have expanded and developed on it as part of my participation in the Chat Forum on the PetLoss Website. By sharing our love for our pet with other people who have also experienced a loss of a beloved pet, we bond and heal together. Finding the PetLoss Website when I was in the throes of my grief was a lifesaver. I can't even begin to describe the absolute feeling of loss and grief I was experiencing during this period of my life. I honor the memory of my little "special-special" Sooki Soo here. I hope and pray that if you are here, you find some comfort and joy in seeing Sooki Soo. If you had ever met her, you would have LOVED HER! and she would have LOVED YOU right back! I will see you in Heaven Sooki Soo. You keep the couch warm and I will have a special scooby snack for you when I get there! Sooki Soo joined our Family in September, 1995 At the time we lived in Denver, Colorado Sooki Soo was the cutest little puppy! We loved (and still do) Sooki Soo very much. She had a wonderful personality and was able to communicate with my wife, Debbie and I very effectively. We always knew when Sooki Soo wanted to go outside to take care of her business, or when she wanted a treat, or to be petted on the head or stomach. She loved it when you paid attention to her. She knew exactly how to get what she wanted. She had little routines depending on what she was trying to accomplish. Sooki Soo knew how to Sit, Give Paw Paw, Give Kiss Kiss and speak on command. She knew the difference between her left paw and right paw. If she tryed to give me her right paw, I would say, give me that one and point to her left paw Boom, she would give her left paw. Please be sure to take a look at the pictures of Sooki Soo in the Photo Album area. Sooki Soo passed on from our lives on Jan. 25th 2006. She had suffered a stroke on Jan. 24th. The Vet told us that even if they operated that the prognosis was not good for her recovery. The stroke caused bleeding in Sooki Soo's brain. Sooki Soo was 11 years old when we lost her. I would not trade those 11 years for anything. She just started stumbling around on Jan 24th like she was drunk. She walked into walls, stumbled. We thought she might have an ear infection and had lost her balance. We brought her to the veterinarian the next day and she was blind. She couldn't see. She went into emergency surgery. She had her stomach purged. Placed on antibiotics an some other things the vet recommended. Finally, they determined she had a stroke. Her brain was bleeding. I found petloss and talked to people. I was very upset. Almost panicing. One of the people there was a vet. She said sometimes the bleeding just stopped and that was it. Or, it was fatal. We decided with the Vet to wait one day and see waht happened. The next day, she had gotten worse. Her breathing was very heavy. Her tounge was hanging out. Her legs were getting rigid and stiff. We had to make the decision to have her put to sleep by a fatal injection or try to save her by spending thousands of dollars on a brain surgery that would most likely fail. We made the difficult decision with tears in our eyes and heavy hearts overflowing with grief. The veterinarian (vet) is a very nice lady She has a room where there are candles and dimmed lights. We spent 20 minutes saying goodbye to her. Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. Debbie and I both cryed very hard and deeply. I cried almost like a little child would cry. We told her how much we loved her. How special she had been all the time she had been with us. How much we would miss her and how we would see her again. We said some prayers. It was very very difficult. I was so overcome with grief and emotion. The vet came in, we held her and kissed her and petted her and hugged her and the vet gave her the shot. She passed on almost right away. The vet said she was breathing easier and seemed more relaxed than she had been for the last 36 hours. Sooki Soo knew we were there with her. The vet clipped off some of Sooki Soo's whiskers and we kept those. I want to get them cast in a plastic cube. She also made a clay cast of Sooki Soo's paw print. We got that from her a few days later. We made arrangements to have Sooki Soo cremated. I wanted to bring her home and bury her in our yard but I just couldn't do it. I was so sad. It was overwhelming. We have gotten her ashes back and I want to find a very special urn for her. I spent a lot of time over the next few days crying alot, going to the petloss website and chatting and building the website for Sooki Soo. I am still sometimes very sad that my special little girl is not here with us anymore.
 
A Short Story about Sooki Soo
Sooki Soo the wonder Dog, Part 1 Well, My little baby girl of 11 years, our beloved friend and companion has passed on. What can you say when you are in the throes of grief over the loss of something special, deeply cherised and sorely missed. I would never have imagined when Sooki Soo first came into our lives that she was to obtain the place in my heart and thoughts that she ultimately accomplished. Reminiscing over the last 11 years, I recall so many different events. Funny, sad, ironic, distressing, sad. I could never expand upon the various events to adequately communicate in an understandable manner how deeply her actions percolated into the depths of my soul and conciousness. We purchased Sooki Soo from a breeder north of Denver Colorado in 1995. This was before we knew anything about puppy mills. I don't imagine it was a puppy mill in the sense that they brutalized the animals. They were just some people who bred as many dogs as possible, with the lowest associated expenditures, for a living. Sooki Soo had no real congenital, genetic defects that your average pug would have. She suffered from skin problems and nasal problems. Overall, she was sound and healthy. My wife and I, were and are convinced the longest lasting ill effect suffered by Sooki Soo from coming out of this enviroment was "kennel stress". She was an extremely high strung dog. Almost to the point of neurotic. No, never mind almost. She was and could be very neurotic. That character defect however, gave her character, and a character she was. Through and through. We lived in a small, rented, 2 bedroom Condominium in Denver. At the time, we also had a cat named Boo-Boo, she was a black persian with some white on her chest, paws, chin. Boo-Boo was arounf 8 years old at the time. We had hoped to introduce Boo-Boo and Sooki Soo and that they would get along and we would all lve happily ever after. Wrong! Fat chance. Boo-Boo hissed at Sooki Soo. Sooki Soo went beserk! I have never seen a puppy in all my life, before of after, run as fast as Sooki Soo could. We had a futon with a straight, sloped back. It wasn't very comfortable to sit in but we would open it and lay down and watch TV. Sooki Soo would literally run around the coffee table onto the couch and across the back sideways! It was hilarious. If we had a video camera then, we would have won the $100,000 America's Funniest Home Videos Show Award hands down. No Contest! Have you ever seen a pug run when they are excited? They hump thier back like they are getting ready to make a bowel movement. Then, they move the back legs at the same time and the front legs at the same time. Exactly opposite of the way they normally walk. Right front, left rear. Left front, right rear. Mouth slighty open, teeth exposed in a maniac smile, tounge lolling off to the side, ears flapping wildy behind her. 1 time around, 2 times around, 3 times around..... It was hilarious and amazing. Anyway, back to the infamous introduction of Sooki Soo and Boo-Boo. So Boo-Boo hisses, Sooki Soo get the hackles on her back up, eyes bug out, lips purse, woowoowooowooowooo. Zip, off she goes. 90 miles an hour. Now Boo-Boo was my wifes cat and she had her before we met. She says Boo-Boo was semi-abused. Sprayed with a water pistol while everyone was partying. Took her 2 years to get the cat to trust her. So Boo-Boo was kind of skittish already. Zip, off she goes, into the Master Bedroom. So we separated then from that day on. Boo-Boo lived in the bedroom, Sooki Soo lived everywhere else. Shortly afterward, while we were out one day, before we knew that it was, uh, maybe not OK to leave puppies unattended in the house with the ability to roam free. Sooki Soo decided that she wanted to go downstairs, to the apartment below us. So she dug in the carpet. Then she dug some more and some more and some more......The hole in the carpet and the underlayment pad was 36 inches side to side. With the plywood showing clearly all the way around. AHHHHHHHHHHH! What did you do you little maniac! Say goodbye to the $650.00 security deposit. This was the first of many large, unexpected monetary expenditures we incurred over the next 11 years. Amazingly, it didn't diminsh my love for her on little bit. Yes, it hurt, financially, but, she was a nut case, she couldn't help it, and it was partially our fault anyway. This was also one of the first of many hard lessons we learned in our mental file of "things not to do when you own a little puppy".
Brielle Tresa, Our new French Bulldog
Talk about fate. How could it be anything else? We lost our little baby girl of 11 years, Sooki Soo, our little Pug. We were and are heartbroken. We needed another little wonder dog to keep our remaining Pug, Winnie Pooh Hanna, company. I know Winnie needs another friend. I can tell. Winnie and Sooki Soo used to sleep together every night on the couch. Right next to each other, snuggled up. (well, OK, not ALL the time, but alot) 2 days after Sooki Soo passed, I decided Winnie would sleep in the bed with me for a few nights at least. Sooki Soo slept in the bed with me many times, but never Winnie. Oh, don't get me wrong. I tried to let Winnie sleep in the bed with both me and Sooki Soo. She would just never settle down. It was a nice thought but a failed attempt. Better than never trying though... Anyway, I picked the poor little lonely fatso (she is overweight for a pug but not too bad) up off the couch and cradle her in my arms. She is snorting (not unusual for a pug) but it is kind of different than what I have heard from her before. Three short snorts, repeated. Snerf, Snerf, Snerf. Pause. Snerf, Snerf, Snerf. Pause. So I carry her into the bedroom, lay down with her cradled in my arms on her back. Poor little thing just lay there, perfectly still, snerf, snerf, snerfing for about 45 minutes. I swear she was crying. I felt really bad. I was dozing off and waking up. I think we both were kind of crying at the same time. Although I am not sure...(wink, wink) So, that's how I know Winnie needed a new friend. My wife had gone out to the store to pick up something. I don't know, dinner supplies, pet food, whatever we ran out of.... So she gets a few different papers to look for a new puppy/dog. She picks up a paper we never got before, whatever it was, opens it up to the classified section, sees an add for a 6 month old French Bulldog. We call, the breeder tells us how the person whose male stood stud had taken the pick of the litter and an additional dog to sell for her. They grew attached to the puppy and didn't want to sell her. The breeder and owner of the pup asked for her back. Really nice lady. That's why she's 6 months old. So we go over there to meet the puppy. The woman has 2 large crates in her living room. One of them contains the puppy. Barbara (the breeder) calls her Lucy, because the back of her neck has a white stripe (on mostly black body) that slightly resembles an "L". She opens the crate. Totally non-chalantly, Lucy (we now call her Brielle, "Elle" for the "L") comes out of the crate and heads straight for me, sitting on the floor. Climbs right into my lap and commences to kissing forst one hand, then the other and every once in a while trying to lick my face or pant leg if she can't land a lick on my hands. After a few minutes, over to my wife, back to me, back to the wife. Totally calm, but full of love. Not hyper, not scared, not cowering, totally confident. She is an angel. Sweet as can be. We discuss price and pick up date. We talk about various dog issues, feeding, vet checks, shots, paperwork, provide a minimal deposit and off we go. It feels like fate. We have a new baby! Brielle has been woth us for 2 weeks now. She gets along with Winnie Pooh Hanna fine. No agression to speak of between them other than some playful nipping back and forth. Oh my God! We couldn't be happier with her or more pleased. We still miss our Sooki Soo, but adding Brielle to our familiy has taken some of the sting out of our loss. We miss you Sooki Soo. We love you Sooki Soo. Welcome home Brielle Tresa. Sooki Soo would have loved you just as much as we do.
 

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